Gio and I were together under the big coconut tree, which I believe is infested with gheko's (is this correct?!) but I didn't mind, when I took this picture. But I'll admit, hearing their creepy sounds emitting from up above me did get my hair at the back of my neck standing.
We were having a very serious talk while drinking uhm...what was it again?? Red Rockets Glaze, I think, was the name of the cocktail, that got me so friggin' dizzy. Gio ordered 4 very tall glasses of those just because i told him that "Hey, this tastes good..." a minute later, a glass filled with white liquid and red fruit balls emerged right in front of me. That night was just so lovely. Although I couldn't really remember every single detail of it, I still think it was the best because it was the night when I proved that Gio was not like the other guys. He was not abusive of anything nor was he in a hurry to take things to the next level, if you know what I mean.
But at the same time, I also realized that I wasn't ready for Gio. I hate to admit this but I AM SO AFRAID to have a relationship, and I mean a real relationship, with a guy I really, really, really like. I'm afraid I might get hurt. I'm afraid of everything that might get in the way.
My gaaaaaaaad.
I am such a coward.
Shame on me.
