ooh..mamayedobapbareba...

i miss grandma...
i miss everything about her..i miss her...
her croaky voice when she tries to sing to me and then coughs a little..stops..coughs again and then continues singing...
her balikbayan boxes full of chocolates and candies with a pair of kick-ass stilletos or pumps in it sent here when it's almost halloween...
her long distance phone calls just to ask me to sing to her...
her soft, warm hand...
her fragile body...
her "apo, you're God's gift to me" every single hour...
her hug...
her watery eyes...
her silver gray hair...
her stare...
her taste in clothes, shoes, accessories...whatever...i love it
her chocolate drink...ewan ko ba..may gayuma kaya un?hehe
her soapy, powdery smell...
her stories about her and grandpa...how they met..how she loves him..how she tells me that her world would've never been the same if she never met grandpa...
her kissing me on my forehead and how it never fails to make me cry (because i'm so emotional..hehehe)
her saying "take care of you're dad. he keeps on forgetting to take his medicines. tsk tsk tsk...that boy..."
her scratching my scalp before i go to bed...



and a lot more...



i miss her...
='(



i love you, ma




i would do anything just to bring back my memory to remember you in heaven...but if i can't and i saw that familiar face...i'd run and hug you anyway, even if you're already a stranger...
='(