Fireworks makes me Euphoric ;)

DECEMBER 29, 2006
december 29, 2006
DeCeMbEr 29, 2006
dEcEmBeR 29, 2006
DECEMBER 29, 2006
december 29, 2006
DeCeMbEr 29, 2006
dEcEmBeR 29, 2006
DECEMBER 29, 2006
december 29, 2006
DeCeMbEr 29, 2006
dEcEmBeR 29, 2006
DECEMBER 29, 2006
december 29, 2006
DeCeMbEr 29, 2006
dEcEmBeR 29, 2006


...IS LOVE

Lea's Uber funnnn Birthday bash

Lea celebrates her 16th birthday!!!!

@ Eastwood City Walk, Libis

I loved every single moment of it :)





*me, LEA, margo, jamie & ea*


Dinner @ YellowCab



*ea, me, patter, LEA, jamie & margo*





Hey, hey lookie here:

I even got a henna tattoo. Cool.

( I look sooooo bangag :s)

Love you Lea!!!!!! Thanks for EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

Band-Aid Auditions

Breakthrough's the first band to audition so we were all there at the School of the Holy Spirit before 8am but the organizers were not.
They were late.

AUDITIONS:
Went well. I love the audience. Felt like we have fans. Hahaha.
Or not.

I went to Robinsons Galleria with Lea and Ea and they met up with Patter and Chad there.
I was a loner. NOT.
Then when the boys left, we went to Shang with Lea's mom.
We watched a showband at the Shangri-la Plaza, which sounded very, VERY good.
So I texted Simon, "Ang galeng ng mga banda sa shang. Show band tlga. Kakainggit. Tayo ren let's try rnb." I recieved his reply in less than a minute, "Onga eh. RnB ren tayo sa next jamming."
After watching the band, we went home and dropped Ea at her house.
I slept at Lea's and we planned on attending a Simbang Gabi but we didn't wake up. It was already 11am when we woke up so we just continued sleeping...

Fun day :)

Half day :(

I have colds and fever, dahling.
I don't feel so good.
I have a massive headache.
This is killing meeeeee.

:(

Half day.
Went home straight and collapsed on my bed.

*sniff*sniff*

Pampanga Day

Hey, it's my province's day. I didn't know Pampanga has it's own day. Sosyal. Does Bicol, Batangas, Camarines Sur, Palawan or even Baguio have their own day?? I don't think so. Well, maybe they do but I don't think they're that special to even celebrate or get printed on a Starbucks planner. Hahaha. Yeah. Well, I just found out that Pampanga has a day cause of that planner. soooo fun. :)

Oh my god.
This day is uber tiring.
School was tiring, as usual. Had lots and lots of seatworks and quizzes. There's a reflection paper to be passed tomorrow for Prosec class and I'm not even planning on doing it. It's such a waste.
After the school lessons, we had our intrams practice and MAN!!! was it tiring.
Right after the practice I rushed to my lockers (because I have three lockers. I have a lot of things in school. ;p) to fix my messy things and then hurriedly ran to where lea was (good thing she was in her classroom) and told her that, "We need to run!!! We have rehearsals pa before going to Abs-Cbn!!!" Lea was all, "Shit!!! I forgottttttt. We need to goooooo!!"
We were running, literally, to where lea's sundo was and headed straight to Future Star Studio and tagging along with us was our band managers, Margo and Rosa. To my surprise, and Margo's, our third band manager, Ea, was waiting for us at the school waiting area. Ohmygawwwd!! I miss Ea to death!!
After the looooooooong Hug-a-thon, we all ran to the Revo and made ourselves fit at the back of the Revo. We were singing lots of songs and we were all sooo noisy. The energy was just way, way, WAY up there!! I played the song, I'm Not Mising You by Stacie Oricco, over and over and over again until our drummer texted me, "Ja, san na kayo? Malayo pa kami." So I told him that we can just wait for them at Mcdo Katipunan. Although, Lea and I were already very, very much panicy because we're going to be sooo late if we don't start on time. But we were helpless that time so we just ate ice cream at Mcdonald's and waited.
While we were waiting, Mick, our bassist texted me, "Ja, may problema. Di nadala ung gitara ni Ramon nung hiniraman ko." WHAT?! Good thing Kuya Bobbit, the owner of the studio lets people rent instruments so I told him that Ramon, our lead guitarist, could just rent. I did not tell Lea about this problem because she already has a lot in her mind and I didn't want to stress her with that teensy-weensy problem so I let it pass. But then Mick texted again, "Ayaw na daw sumama ni Ramon. Papunta na kami. Kaming dalawa lang ni Simon." Wow. Perfect. I cannot handle that all by myself, so I told Lea. We were helpless remember? So she let it pass. But I was sooooo devastated. The devil backed out hours before the auditions. Perfect.
When Mick and Simon arrived, we headed straight to the studio. Kuya Bobbit was there and when he learned that we were going to audition, he gave us bits of VERY helpful reminders and advices. It was already 7pm when we left the studio. 7pm was the time of our audition. Perfect. Juuuust perfect.
Alexa, one of the organizers, kept on texting us, asking where we were. The tension inside the car was soooo intense. I think even the driver and our managers were feeling the tension too. I couldn't see why not because HELLO?? We were sooooo late.

AUDITIONS:
It went well, I think. We only rehearsed two songs because the girl Lea was talking to said it was okay if we only performed 2-3songs. Since we lack time, we rehearsed only two songs. Unfortunately, after we sang our 2nd song, the teenaged organizers there asked for a third song.
Oh no.
So we sang an unrehearsed song which Lea did not know so Mick, Simon and I were the only ones who performed the song which was a DISASTER. But was okay. Hahaha.
After that, the hottest organizer ( I didn't get his name) walked up to me and blabbered about the fundraising details like when the date is, where it's going to be held..etc. I was not really myself that time because the adrenaline was still sooooo high and is not going away even if the audition was over, and a hot guy is talking to me, so I just kept on nodding and nodding my head.
After that, we went straight downstairs to where Starbucks is to get a cup of coffee. We were all so happy that it's over.
When it was time for us to go, Lea took Ea and Mick home and I took Margo, Rosa and Simon.

This day felt like months before it ended. But I love this long, tiring day.
I also realized one thing on my way home...Breakthrough did so good even without a lead guitarist. Maybe we're better off without one.

I'm so beat.

wHatta day

This day is NOT my day!!

Breakthrough was rescheduled on the 16th because..tadaaaahhh!! The lead's guitar snapped somewhere near the head part. Shit.

I am such in a bad mood.

"Pwedeng pakibilisan?? Naghahanap-buhay po ako."
Isa ka pa.

Ouch*

This was a rush I never experienced before.

• I crammed with the band song (I studied it approximately 5hrs before the band practice)
• some of our bandmates are not even sure if they're going to play with the band or not
• I have no idea what I was doing the whole time we were rehearsing
• I think coffee is the main reason why I'm sooooo restless
• my heartbeat is so fast, and I mean real FAST
• M*** is an egocentric ass
• Iconn is his master
• I don't feel good!!!!!!!!
• I am stressed and I feel sooooo pressured
• I am soooooo NOT giving up. Not at this moment. Someday I will.
• did I make the right decision??

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• Gio compared me to Sarah
• He's a bigger ass

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I worry too much

Iced Tea Partaaaaay!!

Ha! I knew it!

Saldia CANNOT whip-up Iced tea!! She can't!! Sad thing is..neither can I. waaaa.

Mine actually tasted like coffee. Seriously!!

Ay. Wait.

Let me fill you in first with what's going on...

My cousins and I had an Iced Tea Experimaking CONTEST!!! Epal. Mine tasted like I ordered it from Starbucks or something. I didn't put coffee in it I swear. Grr. How can Iced tea taste like coffee?! Huh? HOW???

Nip Tuck's show tonight is DISGUSTING.

Some loser in the show pretends to be a surgeon and ruins his patients' faces. Like cut their mouths all the way up to their cheekbones!!

Gross.

Ayan na. Kill time.

Doughnut Experimaking naman. I'll try the All-Organic Vegan's Doughnutella. O ha. I just thought of that. How in the world will I be able to pull that off is the big problemo!

Whatever. I'm super girl anyway. I can do this. (me: I can't do thisssss!!)

Nota: Hey, I found a new love.

***Grey's Anatomy***

I did not sleep on the night of my USTET to have a dvd marathon. Waaa.

But Sprite Ice and Toffee Nut Latte is still THE new love(s). wtf.

----------------------------I'm dddddddddddrunk-----------------------------

I just hate WAITING

I am sooooo bored.
I'm actually considering going to bed now but Sarah insisted that I wait for her call.

On the bright side, I'm going to be able to hear my bestfriend's voice again!! I'll be able to talk to her again!! I CAN'T WAIT. Seriously.
Especially, right now when my eyelids are starting to get heavier by the minute.

Sarah!! Pick up the goddamn phone and dial my freaking number please!! Or else, I'll go to bed, phone call or no phone call.

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Hey, lookie here! It's Strings!
Looking at it makes me want to go to bed soooo badly. Even though I slept for like almost 4 and a half hours this afternoon. I just love my bed with my fluffy pillows and the soft warm comforter.
I looooooove it.
If my bed takes up a human form, I'd seriously consider marrying it.

Oh what the heck.
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Ang tagal talaga ni Sarah tumawag ah. Nauubusan na ko ng english dito hindi parin siya tumatawag.
Nandito na si Maya sa house hindi parin tumatawag. Naantok na talaga ako ah.
Hay nako. Kapag dumating na sila Nathan and Chico dito sa house, I am going to bed!!

Pano naman pag tumawag si Sarah?
Grrrr.

Asaaaaaar.
Bahala na nga si Batman.
I'm getting sooooo bangag here!! Hellooooo?!

It's all because of the fumes here. Those stupid incense ought to be destroyed.
Paranamangkasingtangatongmgatoheh!! Anong feeling niyo asa China tayo?! Ba't naman kasi may mga insenso tong bahay ko?! Nakapatay pa ung ilaw, haleeeerrrr?! Nagkakauntugan na nga kayo jan eh ayaw niyo pa buksan ung ilaw. Pilit na pinagtyatyagaan ung mga lintek na maliliit na kandila jan eh halos magkapatayan na kayo kasi di kayo makakita ng maayos!

Grrr.
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Here na sila Nathan and Chico.

Kill the lights.
(ay, wala nga palang nakabukas na ilaw kasi nga feeling romantic tong mga tao dito eh. Kandila daw ang uso. Fineeeee.)
Buhusan ko ng tubig yang mga insensong yan eh.

Goodnight Chicas.

zzz...

---Chasing Cars---

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here I
f I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much they're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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Miss you Jared.

i just love it

This day was just soooo relaxing. No school, no chores (well except for the part where my mom asked me to clean my pretty messy room..but I enjoyed cleaning anyway so it does not count as a chore), no loud voices emanating from my family members, no schoolworks, no work-out, no tabathas (thank God!), no baby Jam crying because of wet diapies, no nothing!!
I talked to Lea the whole day and we talked about A LOT of stuff. We were online the whole day and we just laughed and cried and got pretty insane with the topics. But I loved it.
I remember, one time at Starbucks Convergys, I was with Margo and we just sat there eating and drinking for like 3 or 4 hours. We were blabbering about several different things, going from one topic to another. It was like, we were about to end one topic but then end up thinking of another one so the conversation doesn't actually stop. It was super duper fun!!
My conversation with Lea is like the one I had with Margo. Long and senseless. But we both learned a lot and I happen to like senseless conversations. Only with my chicas.
Lea and I talked about how we miss Frances. Damn. I almost cried when I read Lea's entry in her multiply about Frances. I don't know what's going on with Frances but I know that whatever it is is not good. Why can't she just tell us why?

Wait.
Micko called.

"I saw Peejay in Rockwell."
I was all, "So?"
And he was like, "He suddenly disappears from the face of the earth without any reason why and you're all 'so?' there??"
And so I was, "Because I heard he was enjoying life with a certain..uhm..Krystal? So why in the world should I care?!"
Micko hung up.
Pfft. Boys.

Okay. So here's the deal.
The truth is, I've heard different versions of what happened to Peejay right after he hit on me.
I'm kidding. About the..uhm..he hit on me part.
So, yeah. Where was I? Oh yeah. Rumors about Peejay.
I heard lots about him but I never really told anybody in my cirle of friends in the Circle of B's. I just don't like to. Don't ask why.
I heard Peejay got soooooo depressed after some girl snatched his heart from his chest, smashed it on the ground, and stomped on it with glee.
Ha! That's what you get mr. I'm Perfect. Sapak, you want?!

Thank God, Micko was the one who saw him and not me because if it was me, I'd go up to him and kill him. Seriously. With a gun or a knife or a scissors or a stick! Whatever. I just want to kill him.
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I miss Jared.
Our schedules just won't match no matter what. I just hate missing people.

Sakit sa ulo.

*sUpEr CoUsiNs*

I love them to pieces!! More than all the chocolate chip cookies in the world!!

This picture was taken in (can you believe it?) a cemetery. But we're still all smiles :D

Another reason why I love them. They make every place and/or time a happy place and/or time whatever the circumstances are.

They're the funnest cousins ever.

Plus, they can always tell if i'm in a bad mood or not. Whether I have a problem or just plain sad. They can even tell if I'm hungry or not. Sometimes, they'd even hand me stuff I didn't realize I needed until given to me!

Unbelievable.

They are one in a million!

***mmmmmmmwwwwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!***

Clouds in My Coffee

What does this mean??

"nagiicip nga! ng tahimik or habang ngpphinga.." Rosa said, when I asked her for like, the 11th time.

But then she changed her answer to, "nalilito as in confused pala..kase un ung sabi dun sa song na ur so vain."

hahahaha :))

Now I know what "clouds in my coffee" means.

Enough now.

i love you...NOT.

Micko sent me this, uhm...shit?

He's doing it AGAIN!!

I swear if he drops NOT SO SUBTLE hints again, I am going to slit his wrists and pry his tonsils out of his throat.

I mean it.

I miss ate

She's in Cebu right now and I super duper miss her.
I HATE THE FREAKIN' TYPHOON BECAUSE IT ONLY MEANS THAT HER FLIGHT TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE MOVED TO A LATER DATE. ugh.

She's mad at me, I think, because I don't get to greet her anymore when she gets home because I'm always too busy doing something. Like, schoolworks or ytac assignments and whatnot. The truth is, I've been dying to talk to her again because I have sooooooo MANY problems. I never get the chance to tell her my heartaches anymore.

I MISS HER.

Sick and Tired

I am never drinking again. Not ever. I mean it. Even if it means my life.

Being drunk is such a drag. Imagine, I recited the whole Apostles Creed to my poor-stricken yaya when I got home last October 30, drunk. According to her, I was screaming my lungs out and she couldn't make me stop. She had to punch me so hard on the shins to make me shut up. Unfortunately, that only made me scream even more louder due to the pain. Yikes.

Wouldn't want that to happen again, now, would I?

No effin' way.

I'll just stick to Sprite Ice. Tastes good and does not get me into trouble..i think.

*****SPRITE***ICE*****

is the new love.

Vanity is a Virtue

These were actually taken after one of

our loooong and tiring rehearsals. I don't know if it's because of the rehearsal blues or we're just plain vain. Jiggy kept on saying, "grabe, vain ah." but he was actually the one who kept on asking patty b and me to pose for the camera. hmm..what about?!

I miss these days. Life was actually a lot more fun when I was with the trumpets playshop people.

Argh. I miss my vain sessions with mtt-c at the shangri-la plaza foodcourt.

I miss the crying to death sessions we had when teacher Meynard got sooooo mad at us and i mean REALLY MAD.

I missed shopping with them!

I missed dancing and singing with them at the 5th floor.

I miss everything!!

Argh.

When's the reunion kaya ulit?

*True blue Mtt-C students are VAIN*

I want to travel everywhere and unravel everything

I want to be free again! Kating-kati na ung paa ko to travel once again.
My god..school is going to drive me insane. Homeworks dito, seatworks jan, projects dito, presentations jan. Ugh!! The quizzes are getting worse..especially in Physics. Padami na nang padami ung step-by-step problems ni ms. Tolidanes and kahit na sobrang bumabagsak na ung mga mata ko sa sobrang antok, pinipilit ko paring ibukas because I can't miss a single word from ms. Toli. Ok sana Physics eh..kaso papatayin ako sa sakit sa ulo nun eh. Isa pa yang Math na yan. Step-by-step din. Napapagsama sama ko na lahat ng steps sa isang step! My goddddd. Help!

*waving white flag*

Somebody kill me. Now.

-PiLiNuT misses PeAnUt-

I miss frances sooooo much!!

She's been confined in the hospital for like 4 or 5 days(?) and AR does not know the REAL reason why!!! She won't tell us whatever's happening with her little body of hers. Even her parents did not want to let us know what the real deal is. I'm going to lose it if I don't find out why she's always crying. We are all worrying for frances sooooo much and we so want to know why?! WHY BA KASIIIII??

Will keep on asking that.

Won't be able to sleep. (again.) I haven't had a nice decent sleep for, like, 4 nights. What a drag.

preliminary topic proposal

I am so friggin' tired.
This English proposal thing is just like the investigatory project. "Dagdag lang sa mga schoolworks", pur told me earlier. She's right. Oh my, mrs. Benitez!!! Why are you doing this to us??
I am going to lose it.

oh oh, check out Jackie's Lightspeed, man. It was the best car there is for me. It definitely rocked the show but I think the judges are blind. Mainly because one or, I think, two of them were her "tito". ha ha ha. bummer.

I am soooooo sleepy.
INSOMNIA attacks!!
I hate this.

Jackie's Lightspeed Rocks the Show

Hate the sin not the sinner. In this case, I think I'll go with the sinner.

I hate Iconn Cayabyab. He is SUCH a liar! A big, fat liar. Ironically, he is not big. He's actually (hmm..how do I say this?) a small perve.
He's a freak who has a rather big mouth.
I pity him, actually, because nobody really likes him. He just thinks he has a lot of friends and flaunts every single one of them. Hellooooo?! Reality check, dude...
Everybody hates you, man. Why?? Because you are such a motherfucking loser who can't do anything decent with your own god forsaken boring life.

I just hate you.

Iconn, you are going down and I mean DOWN.

I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if I show it.

I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if you know it.

VanityFair

Our unforgivable vanity in front of the ticket booth in Eastwood.

My unforgettable night with my chicas.

The (almost) endless, noisy sound trip ever!!

The Open Season movie trip.

The table hockey addicts.

We hate the taxi that never came.

We love my sister who drove us to Eastwood.

The separate dinner. No comment.

The oh-my-god-joreza-nabutas -ung-paper-bag-mo-sa-loob-ng-peoplearepeople. Heeeelp!!

We are shopaholics and we know it.

We are Nuts About Candy.

This is THE dramarama in Eastwood.

Bliss while drinking...

Gio and I were together under the big coconut tree, which I believe is infested with gheko's (is this correct?!) but I didn't mind, when I took this picture. But I'll admit, hearing their creepy sounds emitting from up above me did get my hair at the back of my neck standing.

We were having a very serious talk while drinking uhm...what was it again?? Red Rockets Glaze, I think, was the name of the cocktail, that got me so friggin' dizzy. Gio ordered 4 very tall glasses of those just because i told him that "Hey, this tastes good..." a minute later, a glass filled with white liquid and red fruit balls emerged right in front of me. That night was just so lovely. Although I couldn't really remember every single detail of it, I still think it was the best because it was the night when I proved that Gio was not like the other guys. He was not abusive of anything nor was he in a hurry to take things to the next level, if you know what I mean.

But at the same time, I also realized that I wasn't ready for Gio. I hate to admit this but I AM SO AFRAID to have a relationship, and I mean a real relationship, with a guy I really, really, really like. I'm afraid I might get hurt. I'm afraid of everything that might get in the way.

My gaaaaaaaad.

I am such a coward.

Shame on me.