This was a rush I never experienced before.
- I crammed with the band song (I studied it approximately 5hrs before the band practice)
- some of our bandmates are not even sure if they're going to play with the band or not
- I have no idea what I was doing the whole time we were rehearsing
- I think coffee is the main reason why I'm sooooo restless
- my heartbeat is so fast, and I mean real FAST
- M*** is an egocentric ass
- Iconn is his master
- I don't feel good!!!!!!!!
- I am stressed and I feel sooooo pressured
- I am soooooo NOT giving up. Not at this moment. Someday I will.
- did I make the right decision??
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- Gio compared me to Sarah
- He's a bigger ass
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I worry too much
